Well I leave for Dallas tommorow afternoon :) Im pretty excited to see my family. Its been atleast 6 yers since i have seen some of them lol. Man theres gunna be some dam good eats there to. Just cant wait. The drive up there will be esp. nice. ipod...nice breeze...jsut me. No one nitching..yelling...talking. Dam...I wish this drive took me like a week haha. K not a week but u get it. I really needed this trip Ill tell you that. Been really down and out these past few weeks. I wish I could say wats going on but..I cant. To many prying eyes might read this. Suks even more cuz...its really getting me down and the one person I knew I could talk to pretty much just falt out didnt want to I guess. I dunno. Kinda at a confused point right now. itll just be ncie to get away from everyone I kno here and re-think a few things for when i get back.

God this is drving me nuts inside ):!.....